for Logan

Your smile is engraved in my mind
Your spirit intertwined with my spirit
Your beauty is stamped upon my heart
YOU are forever ingrained in my soul, in who I am.

A part of my body for months
A part of my soul forever more.

I will run to you as fast as I can
When I see your face again
I will lift you into my arms
And never let you go.
I want to hold you
Touch you
Kiss you
I want all the things I can’t have now
I will have them with you one day
I will finally hear you call me mommy
Finally look into your eyes
Finally see your beautiful smile again

I am not afraid to die
For I have you waiting for me.

I will come one day Logan
Mommy will hold you again

I love you forever little man